“I just want you to know how good you can be!!!!! [boohooing]”

I know, mom, I know, I know exactly how good I can be under the right circumstances and the right circumstances are no longer available to me.  I did my darndest, perfect macaroni and cheese and all, but it is not possible for me [a support character] to be “good” ON my own, FOR my own, WITH untreated mental illnesses, so stop brow-beating me into thinking that what YOU want for me will make me happy at all.  I have known for a long time that it won’t.  Conviction alone cannot support me, it never could, it never will. 

I am going to disappoint everyone.  Everyone has disappointed me.